(:

Friday, March 30, 2007

xx 11:34 PM

:D

ty for coming dwn today.
kinda unexpected.

zhen de hen gao xing.
hen xingfu :)

520

Thursday, March 29, 2007

xx 11:08 PM

:)

ive decided to smile.
even when i dont mean it..

say cheese?

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

xx 6:49 PM

:)

went shopping with lishi ytd.
hehx. its cool.
so long nv see her le. miss her alot (:
i think she has grown more chubby LOL.

very happy to see old friend :)
all of a sudden feel like seeing my other gd friends too.
mayb june holidays bahx.
provided we are all free :X

i dont know how long this can last.
but im cherishing every moment we can have together.
i hope im just thinking too much.
i need to be more confident.
i want you to be proud of me.

can this stay forever?

Saturday, March 24, 2007

xx 7:41 PM

:/

i dont know why.
but i see e distance growing.

what is happening.
why are we getting quieter each time.
how long more can i continue to hold this hand.

为什么感情竟是如此的脆弱.
我的心好痛..

如果你快乐不再是为我
会不会放手其实才是拥有

saybyebye
soon.

Thursday, March 22, 2007

xx 10:57 PM

-

will you leave me one day?
im so afraid..
suddenly feel so lonely after you went off.
yet. i cant call you..

so when will you really miss me?

im waiting for your call.

xintong.

Monday, March 19, 2007

xx 10:53 PM

:)

i just realise tht clake quay got a new shopping centre.
and let me tell you.
its HUGE :D
got so many things i wanna shop lo.
for my new poly life.
im gna bring alot alot of money to SHOP nxt nxt wk when e shopping centre is officialy opened :)
hehx. cant wait plx :)

sp enrolment stuffs are giving ppl headache plx.
but owell ive completed them and i feel happy :)
im enrolled to environmental management and water technology
after appealing from accountancy.
i dont know if im stupid to do e appeal.
even julia sed its not my type/
but owell.. its a fact now.
and i cant do anything le. i just hope.
everything will be smooth. for us :)

im getting bz again!
ive got lotsa things to settle b4 my poly life starts.
i wanna start anew! :D

huiyi jiayou!!

thering.

Thursday, March 15, 2007

xx 12:30 AM

:'(

i know.
i know i made e wrong choice again.

if only time can go back.
i wont choose this path again.

helpless.

Monday, March 12, 2007

xx 10:42 PM

:(

it feels so weird putting on braces..
i dont feel e pain.
instead i feel e numbness..
its like my mouth cant close properly which makes it worse..
part of e reason is bcuz one of my tooth is elongated. or i dunno how to put it.
but wte. im feeling terribly horribly uncomfortable now! :(

jialat lo.
to think tht im returning to skool tml and seeing afew of my friends..
walao! no face see them le laa since im in a terrible state now!
and my teeth are still crooked. cuz they cant be ok just by one appointment.
so it looks even worse than e old set.
argh! this is horrendous :(

i went to e IT fair ytd.
its packed. and very packed with not sardines.
but ppl.
hmm.. managed to get 2 optical mouse at e cost of 3bucks each :)
hehx its cheap and it feels so great to be able to use optical mouse again!
ty for peiing me there (:

tml i will know my appeal results..
im not v worried for tml.
cuz im more worried for our future.
i dunno to ask who to help.
since i think no one can help me this time..
wte. just be brave and move on yea.
smile (:

dada :)

Thursday, March 08, 2007

xx 10:58 PM

:D

i dont know if i will ever regret choosing to appeal.

i hope i wont.

i want to study happily smile happily live happily :)

went to sentosa again!

wheE~ im happy and im really am.

havent been so happy for i dunno how long le..

its cool to see the beach.

and its so omg clean lur!

i can say tht its really a million times cleaner than ecp :D

and i really love it.

thank you for bringing me there :)

everything is so beautiful tht afternn.

how i hope time can stop and let us be there forever.

if only things can always be like this.

but i know things will not gna be e same once we are in poly.

how isit gng to change i dont know.

and im afraid to know..

but thts life right..?

and life goes on.

no matter what.

i thank you for appearing infront of me.

i want to cherish you now :)

nodietofhope.

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

xx 10:05 PM

:(

things arent gng on smoothly for us.

no. they are totally against us.

i dont know why. but i really dont like tht feeling.

its pestering me.

and making me sick..

whats wrong.

why must negative things always happen on me.

if only positive stuffs will start coming up.

i hate to think so much. really..

im not gng to believe in anyone anymore.

i can only believe in myself.

i hate to put my life to fate.

we just cant seems to live life e way we wanted to.

olvl, poly, work, love.

why isit so difficult to go e way i hope.

im getting fedup.

oh fcuk this life.

shake shake.

shakeawaythtuneziness.

Sunday, March 04, 2007

xx 10:21 PM

when i say im ok. actually im not.
when i say forget it. actually i cant.

when i say i dont care. actually i do care..

i just dont know how to say things in a better way.

i dont know how to express it the way i wanted to.

i know im useless.

but i cant help it..

what is gng on now..

im not blaming you.

butyoudontknowwhatiwant..

Saturday, March 03, 2007

xx 10:38 PM

:X

thought could get some surprise from you.

but owell...

i dont deny e fact tht i do feel disappointed.

instead very disappointed laa..

but i cant be selfish.

right..?

so what is tht stuff..?

Friday, March 02, 2007

xx 10:43 AM

hello (:

finally got e mood and time to post hehx.

alright. actualli i really dont want to change my blog. i like my happyfool acc.

but those kns `friend(s)` of mine are really getting on my nerves.

wte i type. wte i think.

they will auto translate to my mum.

i mean. its fcuking ridiculous huh.

its not e first time alright. its so many times alrdy.

who you think you are.

cant i even have my lil privacy from my mum..

have been working full shifts since last last thurs until this mon.

tired. really really tired. imagine to work even on chi new yr..

but luckily i have you by my side.

im lucky :)

working at orchard og is nice. but i still miss vivo tangs..

i miss ahjune. i miss ema. :(

but ahtan is nice too. get to know tht there are actually more ppl than i tot to be in bad situation.

i wanted to help him. but sometimes. its out of my control..

learnt alot there. its really a pleasure.

more peaceful. and time flies faster :)

but e customers over there are.. forget it lolx.

teared for you tht day.

but i know its my fault. yet its so disheartening.

dont know how to say. but really.

i dont know why it hurts me so much.

i hate myself for being so sensitive..

dunno why still feel insecured.

i know you are very gd to me alrdy.

but tht girl.. i dont know why.

i really feel very inferior compared to her.. :(

cant help it.. teach me what to do.

thankyou for being there for me.

i want to take better care of myself :)

my bro and i like this word alot hehe.

XUETE. LOL.

i like e show fanjianxinxianren aLOT. :D

ihaveyoutobewith.

0214.